College

I have only been in college a few semesters, but i can already tell, working full time, on top of going to class twice a week, it sucks. By sucks, I mean its awful. Ive got three papers due next tuesday, and I don't have anytime to do it… I guess this is the college experience. Redbull, wikipedia, I beg you for mercy. Please assist me on my journey to not failing my classes. Ok, rant over.

-Z

Why its all worth it

Life is a crazy thing, one moment your going downhill full speed with no end in sight, the next your effortlessly being carried by a chain to the top of the next hill. Its these moments I feel why life is worth it all. Those moments of being nervous, scared, and excited all at the same time. The sensation of being out of control, but knowing you will be ok no matter what. That no matter how it goes, you don't regret getting on the baddest roller coaster in the park. I can tell you from personal experience. Its worth it all.

This is probably making no sense. I'm ok with that. In 10 years when I look back at this (if its not long forgotten) it will put a smile on my face.

-Z

Typical New Years post

The New Year comes with a sense of a clean slate. A feeling of a fresh start.  Now having the experiences of the previous year, just like you there were things that I would have changed that would have made me year better. Now that being said, comes the next part. The part where you get to read my resolutions. So here it is, my top 3 resolutions for the year.

1. Do better in school
Now I'm not a bad student, I understand the material. But when it comes to complete the tasks that are given to me, I have an issue. So I want to go without procrastinating. I know this is going to be a big challenge. That's why its #1.

2. Find out what I want
Now this one isn't exactly someone I can do like my previous resolution. This will take experience of life, and exploring different things in the world. Whether its traveling, meeting new people, or doing things I normally wouldn't. I want to find out what I want to do with my life. Finding happiness is one of the biggest accomplishments in life. I don't care what I'm doing or who I'm with, as long as I'm happy I know everything will be ok.

3. Bettering myself as a person
As most people I have times where I regret what I've said or done, contrary to this there are things I wish I said or done and I didn't. I do this thing, where I over think things and over analyze my actions over the smallest things. Whether its a basic conversation with someone, or how my driving is, or how people perceive me from outside looking in. So this resolution goes along with my last resolution. Attempting to find out what I want and not sweating the small stuff.

So welcome 2014, I have a good feeling about you. Don't let me down.
-Z